Cocaine, depression ADHD,
Pop some pills and top it off with Hennessy,
Spend money just to keep all of the pain at bay,
Drug addict with a habit oh so far away,
I'll get high, overdose and become paralyzed,
Suicide, take me out before I live my life
I am fine, I tell her when I'm dead inside,
That is why, my mother worries about me,

Woke up in a stranger's bed,
Don't remember last week, I blacked out yet again,
Someone get their girl, I think she just gave me some head,
Tell her "hi, nice to meet you," never see her face again,
I'm a wreck, I'm a mess, I am constantly upset,
chasing checks, chasing cash and girls 'cause I can't get no rest,
No respect,
You will never see my face the same again,
When I looked into the mirror I saw the child you wished you had,
I tried to pull it all together,
Went through stormy weather,
But the drugs got me feeling like "whatever,"
Look into my high eyes, tell me I'm a lie, living like a spy, two sides of the same damn dime,
Didn't mean for you to cry,
I know that I ruined the vibe,
I want you to know that I tried,
I wanted to leave life behind,
I just wanted to make you proud one day,
Play in front of crowds while they scream my name,

Cocaine, depression ADHD,
Pop some pills and top it off with Hennessy,
Spend money just to keep all of the pain at bay,
Drug addict with a habit oh so far away,
I'll get high, overdose and become paralyzed,
Suicide, take me out before I live my life
I am fine, I tell her when I'm dead inside,
That is why, my mother worries about me,

I don't know why I am so unsure of myself,
I can't tell if i'm, paranoid or just a living joke,
Living life high, not worried 'bout my pride,
I don't have time to think about girl I'll leave behind
On the topic of my lover,
I'm gonna break your heart then get fucked up in a couple of hours,
How, I'll take you out for Chinese supper,
Watch our fortune fade away as our love goes sweet to sour,
I'm sorry I can never be enough, for you,
I'm sorry that I'm way to goddamn much, for you,
I only acted like I gave a fuck, for you,
Now you got me thinking that its better that I'm leaving you,
I don't wanna sing, bout one more broken heart,
I don't wanna think, bout how we've grown apart,
I just wanna smoke, problems fade in a cloud of dope,
Hide behind the phrase of staying woke,
Hide the fact my soul is broke,

Cocaine, depression ADHD,
Pop some pills and top it off with Hennessy,
Spend money just to keep all of the pain at bay,
Drug addict with a habit oh so far away,
I'll get high, overdose and become paralyzed,
Suicide, take me out before I live my life
I am fine, I tell her when I'm dead inside,
That is why, my mother worries about me